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All I see is DARKNESS.
All I feel is COLD.
All I hear is CRITICISM
All I want is PEACE
and a SMILE on your FACE

Monday, June 24, 2013

Not this again

Oh god, there it comes again
Seems like I am doomed with these issues
Seriously, can't you guys work it out amongst yourselves?
I don't wanna get invloved
I am tired of this problem
I am tired of being the middleman
I am tired of being the puppet
Frankly, I don't care if I am not first author and shit
But I don't want to be in-between
I've had enough for the first
I and him may done the shit
you may have tutored us
and you may have supervised us
but you didn't do no shit
and if I have to sit down and write it by myself
and frankly I think you guys don't deserve first not last
maybe i'll be first
and he'll be last
and you guys can stick it in the middle

Hohoho and how i wish i can say all this in front your faces!!!!

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

"We"

We fight and argue
We fight and argue again
We fight and argue and don't speak to each other again
We fight and argue and don't speak to each other again and sleep separately
We are both stubborn
We are both stubborn and egoistic
We are both stubborn and egoistic and prideful
We are both stubborn and egoistic and prideful and sensitive

What do you think is gonna happen to "we"
Soon there won't be "we",
it'll just be "you" and "i"
and "we" will not exist anymore
"we" will too weak to uphold itself
"we" will crash and burn
"we" will be destroyed and to never appear again

Why can't we stop hurting each other
Why can't we stop and think
Why can't we stay together even wanting to kill each other
Why can't we just love each other

Goodbye Love

How can I feel sad and happy at the same time?
I just want to feel happy
for you, for me, for what was between us, for what you have now
but in between the happy, the sadness gnaws at my heart
sad of what was there
sad that we are no more friends
sad that it all ended the way it did
but still I am happy
happy that you are happy
happy that you have found someone else
happy to have known you
to have loved you
to have cared for you

Now, I will let go completely
I will not hold on anymore
no more lingering feelings
no more sadness
I will move on
I will find my place

All the best in everything you do
Love, my love, goodbye!