lost

somehow

i feel lost

i feel tired

i feel empty

even though

i have a direction

i have enough sleep

i have my family and some friends

but somehow

i end up like this

pondering ahead

wondering what's wrong

when

everything seems fine

everything's moving smoothly

everyone's trying their best

yet

this is how i feel

and i cannot understand myself

perhaps i need some help

Squinting

Looking at you

so far away

where are you heading?

Gaping

As you make your way

towards me

are you kidding me?

Giggling

As you step up to me

Said "hi"

what'd you expect me to do?

Smiling

you sent my heart in a frenzy

lost my breathe

what more can i say?

Sighing

when you walked away

hoping you'll be back soon

to make my day

gone is my muse

i don't know what to write

down the drain it went

will i ever find it again