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All I see is DARKNESS.
All I feel is COLD.
All I hear is CRITICISM
All I want is PEACE
and a SMILE on your FACE

Monday, February 20, 2012

Work Trip

Went on a trip last week
To a rich country
Where foreign cars are rampant
houses in own plots and being bungalows
and drivers are the ones picking up children after school
and maids to do the work
No bikes nor any public transportation
mosques made of gold
clean city even with the lack of bins
people are friendly
and they seem to like sweet food
and meat (not that much of vege)

All in all, it was a tiring trip across the sea
But it was worth it all
Cause we had experience things we'd never have done otherwise

So time to plan for next year

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Thanks

Tomorrow (Today) is my birthday!!!
Yeah, congrats!!!
Haha, me going crazy!!!

This post is dedicated to my mum and dad (and my sisters)


Without Appa and Amma, I wouldn't be here today,
so THANK YOU for meeting, and falling in love and deciding to stick to each other (when faced opposition by your parents) for 9 years before getting married and bringing me first to this world.

THANK YOU for your patience, hard work, dedication, love and motivation (and also the whackings, and scoldings and nagging and punishments), I wouldn't be who I am today (and I'd like to think I have grown up well)

THANK YOU for your support (in every single way, mentally, physically, emotionally, financially), I couldn't have achieved what I have achieved, and the more that I have to achieve in the future

THANK YOU for understanding and for your forgiveness for all the times I rebelled, acting out of my league, talked back, lied and made you guys unhappy.

THANK YOU for teaching right and wrong, for accepting me as I am (although you guys always want me to lose weight), with my faults and rights.

THANK YOU will never be enough in this lifetime to show/convey my gratitude to the both of you, because the love you guys gave us surplus everything else.

So THANK YOU!!! and LOVE you guys


Anxiety

Anxiety
What's this anxiety I'm feeling
This nagging little feeling
This uneasiness that lingers
no matter what I do today
No matter how I joke around
or how I seem to enjoy the company of good friends
This feeling of anxiety
seems to be eating me away
and literally leaving me nauseated
What is WRONG with me?
How can I get rid of this feeling?