"We"

We fight and argue
We fight and argue again
We fight and argue and don't speak to each other again
We fight and argue and don't speak to each other again and sleep separately
We are both stubborn
We are both stubborn and egoistic
We are both stubborn and egoistic and prideful
We are both stubborn and egoistic and prideful and sensitive

What do you think is gonna happen to "we"
Soon there won't be "we",
it'll just be "you" and "i"
and "we" will not exist anymore
"we" will too weak to uphold itself
"we" will crash and burn
"we" will be destroyed and to never appear again

Why can't we stop hurting each other
Why can't we stop and think
Why can't we stay together even wanting to kill each other
Why can't we just love each other

Goodbye Love

How can I feel sad and happy at the same time?
I just want to feel happy
for you, for me, for what was between us, for what you have now
but in between the happy, the sadness gnaws at my heart
sad of what was there
sad that we are no more friends
sad that it all ended the way it did
but still I am happy
happy that you are happy
happy that you have found someone else
happy to have known you
to have loved you
to have cared for you

Now, I will let go completely
I will not hold on anymore
no more lingering feelings
no more sadness
I will move on
I will find my place

All the best in everything you do
Love, my love, goodbye!

Random

the mattress dipped and creaked
and you were back
in between awake and sleep
i felt a kiss to my forehead

Upset

I hate it when shit like this happens
I hate when I have to plead for people to do things
which they eventually refuse
and then last minute change their mind 
and agree to do whatever it is I asked of them
and they do just last minute
when I have already set my mindset to do it all by myself
if you know you were gonna do it
then why give me shit in the very first place
I don't understand
do you like to see me suffer mentally
figure things out, plan everything in my head
then you come and break the "happy" news to me
that "it's ok, I"ll do it"
what would you expect to do
besides being upset and angry
so fuck this shit

The park

another misunderstanding
another fight
another tantrum thrown
another silent war