Upset

I hate it when shit like this happens
I hate when I have to plead for people to do things
which they eventually refuse
and then last minute change their mind 
and agree to do whatever it is I asked of them
and they do just last minute
when I have already set my mindset to do it all by myself
if you know you were gonna do it
then why give me shit in the very first place
I don't understand
do you like to see me suffer mentally
figure things out, plan everything in my head
then you come and break the "happy" news to me
that "it's ok, I"ll do it"
what would you expect to do
besides being upset and angry
so fuck this shit