how I feel
how sometimes your words hurt me
unintentionally (i know)
without understanding how I feel
hearing you utter those "jokes"
there is a story behind my smiles and giggles
but you would never understand
as i would never ever explain
but you don't know me
don't know what lies behind the
bubbly, carefree, smiling me
how dark (or tormented) the soul is
and i don even know myself
walking down here again,
all i do is smile and giggle
because that's all I can do in front you
