when you realize that you have no self-esteem, self-confidence at all. when you realize that you have been putting on a facade. when you realize that you are nothing but a coward. when you realize all these you realize how broken you truly are, you realize that you may never find happiness, you realize that you do not have a direction in life. and when this is realized you will feel pain, and wonder what went wrong, and the fact is you will never know. you will just keep pretending, pretending nothing in this world can hurt you, pretending that everything is okay, keep putting on a smile and swallowing every hurt hurled at you. Its okay.. you will numb sooner or later.. then everything is okay..
