It doesn't matter

It was never at first sight
Never did I believe in such trite
You were my friend first
Everything else next

Never expected things to turn out this way
Then again they say never say never
did it start with a kiss
or was there mutual acceptance and understanding prior

Sometimes the memories, they blur
they mix and blend, twist and turn
I began to get things mixed up
Was it you or did I start this

but in the end it did not matter
still it doesn't matter
because you still lie beside me
because you still have a place here