I wish

I am trying hard
to forget, but I think it's bcoz I still cannot forgive you
or maybe I can't forgive myself

I wish I was by your side
You were the only who can understand me
Know what to say and what not to say
you knew how to calm my fear

I wish you were by my side
You talked to me openly
no secrets, just talk on and on
and I never grew bored

I wish we were still together
bcoz it seemed like we were meant for each other
maybe not in the way I want it
but it was there, strong and sure
our love for each other

But now... I just wish

we are just together