Bleak

or black

you

or me

love

or never

i miss you

missing everything about you

the way you smell, you laugh, you smile, you cry

Kiss

u hold me up

against the wall

i have nowhere to go

nowhere to run to

i tensed

looked up

to find your eyes

boring into mine

u looked tense

just as much as i am

i relax

and u relaxed

and next

i have your lips on mine

i closed my eyes

and opened my heart

and opened my soul

so please

when u leave

return them

to how it used to be

Giggles me

but you don't know how I feel

how I feel

how sometimes your words hurt me

unintentionally (i know)

without understanding how I feel

hearing you utter those "jokes"

there is a story behind my smiles and giggles

but you would never understand

as i would never ever explain

but you don't know me

don't know what lies behind the

bubbly, carefree, smiling me

how dark (or tormented) the soul is

and i don even know myself

walking down here again,

all i do is smile and giggle

because that's all I can do in front you

You

All I want is you

for you to lie beside

look up into the sky

just like we used to

just like that

stare into the sky

the sky filled with stars

occasionally a moon

and of course those mighty bright satellites

or the planes whizzing through with their reddie lights

all i want to do

is to be content

just by lying besides you