Reunion?

It's the time of the year, when my classmates decide to have gathering. It has always been May 1st. This year it would mark the 10 years anniversary. Oh God, i can't believe it has been 10 years since i graduated from form 5. Hahaha, 10 damn long years.

And yet, I have never been to one of the gatherings held in this 10 years. I guess I am the only one who has never gone for it (that's what I believe). Why? Maybe because I am a loner, or maybe because i never felt belonged in that class. I guess both may have some truth in it. I never liked to gatherings, it's a time where people ask too many questions, where people compare one another life as of now, who is doing what, how much you are earning, got boyfriend/girlfriend or not. I hate those questions, (and this stems from personal experiences). when I went back to my primary school, the first thing my teachers will say is "wah, you still so fat huh??!!". WTF lar, I know my classmates wouldn't do that, but it's been ingrained in me, it has hurt me too much, that i never attend any of those gatherings unless it is held by the closest of close friends that I have (the ones i still keep in contact with). Whereas, I have really never felt belonged in that class, i guess my classmate would say the same of me. Mostly because i was too immersed in prefectorial board, that i neglected my class. In the end, i ended on not so very good terms with both my classmates and my prefect mates.