its when you are sick you realize how truly alone you are.
Friends treat it like a joke
Mom treats it like you are about to die
sometimes its good to not tell anyone
sometimes its just so painful you want to yell at everyone

but yeah, so what, you are sick. and life goes on.

one stray thought

Just one niggling stray thought
bringing an onslaught self hatred and self destruction. why, even self pity.

Happy new year