Stupid depressing mood

Feeling down, feeling down..

why is this feeling back?

This feeling, a yearning, a desire, a want (not necessarily a need)

It comes not very often, once in a blue moon, this feeling I have, this desire I have.

This absurd feeling comes as little as it can, but makes me feel like I've drowned/suffocated a million times.

yet as depressing as it gets, it just disappears over night.

Just like that, i am back to me, the old self me

gone are those feelings, desires, wants...

But they still linger, gnawing my heart, tearing my soul, eating my mind...

I just want to be loved

Your Sol

thankful

But it's not so true, is it?

Life is beautiful, isn't it?

No matter how hard it becomes, we just have to remember to look at what is good, what we still have.

Good: by my definition, is having my family around me, having some friends that stand by me, having a roof under me and my family, having food (even if it is less than before, cheaper than before) on my family's table, having a job that feeds.

I want to thank everyone that have stood/are not waveringly standing by me, I am alive because of you.

Life is beautiful, isn't it?

Ain't it all so true?